someone give me a memory eraser please.
i never knew you could cause so much pain.
let me go.
you've moved on.
yet i've chosen to come back and reside where you left me.
or rather, where i left you.
out of all the rest.
what we had was something real.
perhaps thats why i refuse to forget.


a deluded attempt to carry on.
a simple reminder somewhere.
springs up, floods, overwhelms, torments.
when will this cycle cease.


why am i feeling all this.
maybe i'm human again.


you're a shadow after all.


well is it hard understanding
i'm incomplete
a life thats so demanding
i get so weak
and all their souls are burning
i cant speak
i know there's nothing i can say to change this.

perfection at 4:01 PM